Just wanting to say thanks to everyone who supports me in comments, likes, reblogs, really nice messages, in commissioning me, everything. Sometimes I’m not sure how to respond to things, especially nice things, but I’m more grateful than I’m probably letting on. I’ve been in… a very bizarre place for a while now, one of those emotional tar pits, I guess, where all your receptors are working, but muffled, like headphones that aren’t plugged in all the way. I’m kind of thrashing best I can to snap out of it, but the truth is that it’s probably not going to be a snap, but a quieter migration from one place to the next.
I know that there’s always reason to keep going, and that even if it feels like you’re going nowhere, over time you’ll look back and realize you’ve gotten farther along than you even realized. You might be gasping to keep your head above water now, but you’ll catch your stroke if you keep at it, and suddenly shore will seem a lot less distant.
This probably sounds weird, reading it now, but, my point is in anything, just keep going. In the meantime, it’s been really strange but wonderful when I get positive responses on things I post. I don’t need it or count on it, so don’t feel like that’s what I’m saying, but, it makes my splashing a little less lonely.
So truly, thank you guys for sticking with me in my floundering and for believing in me as I try to figure all sorts of things out. Hopefully I’ll have something to really show sooner than later!